Happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day!

Ok, so I am a happy camper today - it is the last full day of GW in the White House and I can't wait until he is a FORMER president.... It's time for someone completely new to step in and see if he can't shake things up. Will the next four years be better than the last 4 years, I have no idea, but I am happy to give President Obama a chance!

Anyway, onward... So, we have an appointment with the fertility doctor next Thursday and I am on 36 of my cycle. Since my chemical pregnancy, I have been VERY reguar with my periods, until now. DH wants to wait to take a HPT, but I convinced him to buy one today, but I haven't opened the box yet. I kept asking DH what he thinks that we should wait for - does he REALLY want to go to the doctor next week and be on day 46 of my cycle, without taking a test??? I don't, but at the same time, I am scared to take the test. I am going to wait until tomorrow morning to take it - I have been drinking too much today and I don't want to take a chance at the test not being accurate. Wouldn't that just be a mind fuck - after everything we have been through, I get pregnant without any meds or doctor's help! HA! I'm not the religious type, but if I am pregnant, it would be a Christmas miracle!

And we have another member of the "I'm going to be a mommy" club at work! A group of people were talking in the lunchroom when I heard someone ask her how far along she was. I happened to be walking out with her later in the week and congradulated her when she told me that they really didn't plan it... It's always the ones who aren't planning it that this happens to... She just got married in October and by the end of the month she was pregnant. Not that they were expecting problems, since she already has a child, but you never know. I didn't cry over this one. And I found out before I thought I could have been pregnant, when I should have had PMS and it SHOULD have sent me over the edge, back into the bathroom, crying my eyes out. Maybe I am pregnant. I have been having some mild nausea the last couple of weeks. I can only hope. Testing tomorrow...